Faith laid on my bed stark naked! She had not a single cloth on her. She was probably listening to some music on her cell phone because the earpiece of her phone was fixed to her ears… I gasped and quickly shut my eyes. I ordered her to put on her dress and leave my room immediately. She laughed instead. I opened my eyes, she was still balanced on the bed laughing hysterically. My instinct told me that very moment to flee. “If you would not leave my room, I will leave for you,” I said firmly. I got out of my room a bit confused about what to do.
I wandered around through our street for some minutes. I could not get the image of Faith’s naked body off my mind. The devil kept flashing her picture through my mind at intervals. The temptation was too much. I decided at last to go to the house of one of my colleagues to while away the time. I was tempted to tell him about my present predicament but I dismissed the thought. He would not be of help because he is the type that womanizes, he would only encourage me to see it as an ‘opportunity.’ I stayed at his place till very late in the evening. I wanted to make sure that I did not return to my room till very late in the night, so that Faith would have retired to her own room. I got home around 11pm, only to discover that she was still in there. “What kind of trouble is this?” I thought.
I waited outside a bit to plan my next line of action. Calling neighbours won’t be of help, they all knew we were good friends, some even had the impression that we were dating each other. I made up my mind to push her out of my room, naked or not. I entered the room, Faith was still lying naked on the bed. I rushed to the bed to drag her out, but I found out she was fast asleep. As I was about to drop my bag on the table, she pounced on my back, I lost my balance and we both crashed on the bed. It was then that I realised that she wasn’t asleep, she only pretended. I tried to wriggle free from her hold but she already laid on me… I lost my guard and surrendered to her. Though I was a virgin, I was overwhelmed by the temptation.
We started the foreplay. She was the one that was in charge, I was inexperienced. Just when the inter course was about to take place, your picture came through my mind like a flash. I stood up suddenly as if I had seen a ghost. I felt a strong sense of guilt in the whole of my being. She appeared like a pile of rubbish to me that very minute. Faith was disappointed. Her mission failed. “Come and finish what you started,” she whispered angrily.
I opened my door, told her to get out that minute and never say hello to me again. I was panting heavily. “What? You are joking ,” she replied.
“Get out or else you will regret it!” I shouted this time around with a mean look on my face, “We cease to be friends henceforth,” I concluded.
She rose up angrily from the bed and murmured something I didn’t hear clearly. I didn’t care to know what it was she said, all I wanted was for her to get out.
She picked up her clothes, wore them, hissed and walked out.
I collapsed on the bed after I have bolted the door and wept like a baby. I was angry with myself. I regretted ever allowing her into my life in the first place. I knew God was annoyed with me already. The guilt I felt was indescribable. I had no boldness to ask God for mercy. Even though I didn’t eventually have sex with her, I got my sexual passion ignited which was harmful to my spiritual life. The more I thought about you, the more my guilt increased. I knew you have kept yourself for God all these while and the best I could do was to do same too.
That was why I was furious when you didn’t bleed during our first inter course. I felt betrayed.
I woke up the following morning and went to work as usual. I made sure I changed the padlock to my room. I never knew Faith had another plan entirely. She actually wanted to destroy me…
*** Be careful👉 Do not start what you cannot stop. The Bible says:
“Can a man carry fire in his bossom and not be burnt?”
I got to the school where I worked, only to see Faith speaking with some of my colleagues, two ladies and three guys. They were all Corp members too in the same school. I actually woke up late that very day, probably because of last night’s encounter, so they all got to school before me. Immediately one of them sighted me, they all looked in my direction and watched as I approached. I wondered what Faith was doing or discussing with them because that wasn’t her PPA. I greeted them with worry written all over my face. I was still bothered about what happened last night and more so about what Faith was up to.
They all looked at me disgustingly. One of the ladies even hissed at me. I was really surprised by their reactions. One of the guys, the one I visited last night spoke first. “My guy, you really disappointed me oh. Haha! On top all the S.U you dey always form. Even me no fit do this, despite the fact that I am a street boy. You fuck up gan o. You no do well at all, Haba! Wetin? No wonder you stayed late at my place yesterday. I was wondering why you paid me that visit, it was quite unusual…” He concluded. I saw Faith nodding with affirmation where she stood.
I looked at them with horror in my eyes. I knew instantly that Faith had done a lot of damage that I couldn’t fathom its extent yet, probably an irreparable one already… One of the ladies hissed again. She eyed me disgustingly and said, “In fact, I used to think you were better than the wayward ones, I never knew you were only a green snake…” “Abi o”, the other lady put in, “quiet but destructive, may God deliver we women from destiny destroyers like you.” she added. “Amen oh!” The other one replied with zeal.
I started sweating despite the cool weather. I opened my mouth to talk but closed it again. I have really gotten into a mess. I was deeply confused, still wondering what exactly Faith must have told them that made them despise me so much.
“What are you guys talking about?” I responded after I finally found my voice.
“Exactly what you did of course. How wicked and heartless you are, yet you claim to be a born again Christian. “Faith retorted sharply with a terrible fury in her voice.
I turned to her and asked why she pretended to be a saint when she was actually a devil all along? She responded by shedding crocodile tears, saying I was the devil in the first place. The ladies started to console her. I placed my two hands on my head, silently mourning the disaster that befell me, I felt weak instantly.
In short, Faith told them that I have had sex with her several times, that I was the one who deflowered her and that I never told her I had a Fiancée until she discovered recently that I had reserved a lady for myself back home while I was ‘using’ her.
She even told them that she had done abortion twice as a result of several unprotected sex we had that led to pregnancy two different times. And finally that I angrily walked out on her yesterday afternoon because she refused to have sex with me… All these and many other lies, Faith told my colleagues.
I tried to explain to them that it was Faith who actually seduced me but no one believed. They all left for their work stations one after the other leaving only me and Faith still standing. We stared at each other for some seconds. None of us spoke. I was burning with anger within me. I was filled with regrets already. At last, she spoke up.
“I love you Oladayo, I will do anything to win you totally to my side. You have stolen my heart already, I will live for none other except you. Accept me and we shall be happy.”
“You call this love? I replied angrily. This is madness. You are destroying my reputation, yet you claim to love me? For this thing you have done, even if you remain the only girl in this world, I will never marry you, you are a devil!”
Oh really?! Then, we shall see, I will show you what a woman can do. Never underestimate the power of a woman, she replied and walked out on me. I stood transfixed to the spot. I was really scared…
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